| This song is not to be confused with the song "Motel 6", which samples "Structure & Habit". |
"Structure & Habit" (better known as "Motel 6") is a single by Ayesha Erotica, produced by Responsible Clubbing. It was originally released with no cover-art, as a standalone single, on December 21st, 2018.
Theme[]
The song is a raw and introspective journey through the challenges and growth that Ayesha experienced. The verse chronicles the tumultuous years of adolescence spent in foster care, marked by rebellion and self-destructive behavior. From stealing to drug use, the lyrics paint a vivid picture of a troubled youth searching for belonging.
As she matures, the narrative shifts to encounters with fame and success. Despite the allure of wealth and recognition, there's a sense of loneliness and longing for genuine connection. The verse concludes with gratitude for the journey and acknowledgment of personal growth.
Overall, the song is a heartfelt tribute to resilience and self-discovery, honoring Ayesha's past while looking towards the future with optimism and gratitude.
Lyrics[]
[Verse]
Thirteen in foster care
I was stealing iPods for tops to wear
Little bitch, clingy like hell to my besties
Acting all grown and sexy
I was wrong for that
Wasting money on pills
My mother couldn't even pay off the phone bills
Fourteen hit like a brick
Ended up living at the Motel 6
Sixteen, I was feeling real mean
I should've stayed home and helped mama clean
But I was being a fiend, snorting coke with the rich girls
Thinking I could make it happen in the rich world
Late nights, I'd ham on everything
Met my idols, recorded a demo thing
First time spittin' lines in Loubs
Now it's the only thing I find time to do
Eighteen, I'm free to just do me
But now my best friend's locked up down in OC
Went from a gram of weed to OZ's
Snorting this shit can get so lonely
N-n-n-n-nineteen, when I dropped Big Juicy
Traveled around and let the whole world use me
But like before, I bounced back up
Lookin' back now, it makes me crack up
Three years later, the bubbling starts
Thanks for the love with all my heart
I don't wanna go yet but I gotta say see ya!
Yeah, this song's for Ayesha
Mr. Kirk?
Yes?
Do you have son named Robert, Robert Kirk aged 17?
Yes?
I'm sorry Mr. Kirk, you'd better come down to the station house. Your son is dead
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
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(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
(Work that motherfucker)
[Verse]
Thirteen in foster care
I was stealing iPods for tops to wear
Little bitch, clingy like hell to my besties
Acting all grown and sexy, I was wrong for that
Wasting money on pills
My mother couldn't even pay off the phone bills
Fourteen hit like a brick
Ended up living at the Motel 6
Sixteen, I was feeling real mean
I should've stayed home and helped mama clean
But I was being a fiend, snorting coke with the rich girls
Thinking I could make it happen in the rich world
Late nights, I'd ham on everything
Met my idols, recorded a demo thing
First time spittin' lines in Loubs
Now it's the only thing I find time to do
Eighteen, I'm free to just do me
But now my best friend's locked up down in OC
Went from a gram of weed to OZ's
Snorting this shit can get so lonely
Nineteen when I dropped Big Juicy
Traveled around and let the whole world use me
But like before, I bounced back up
Lookin' back now, it makes me crack up
Three years later, the bubbling starts
Thanks for the love with all my heart
I don't wanna go yet but I gotta say see ya!
Yeah, this song's for Ayesha
Trivia[]
- At the end of the song, the verses of the song “Motel 6” play out, the reason for this is because "Structure & Habit" came before "Motel 6", but was later remixed by Sunday After, and turned into the song "Motel 6".[1]
